I have never really relied on the existence of a superpower to guide me, all thanks. When I was with you, I did not feel the need to look at the so-called spiritual aspect of the universe. I think it would have complicated my life when things between me and you were so simple. I love it for us. I just wanted to say, I miss you! Not that I complain, because I know you exist. And if we look at our long history, I trust you more than anything else and anyone else. You always find a way to bring a smile to my face. I was 10 years old but I still remember that night when I was upset to go to bed early, as usual, by turning off the lights of the school day. After everyone was asleep, I looked at the night light and said in a loud enough voice, "Wow! Everyone is asleep but I'm still awake." No one moved with a smile like an idiot in every situation. It was so simple. I had not done my homework and was convinced that I would be beaten by my teacher. I found out that one friend was in the same boat with me and I stayed with him all day, just to hear that OK, two were better than one. When the time came, the teacher did not show up. I still do not think of anything else that would make me as happy today as I was that day. I find it funny how happy I was with those weird things I used to keep in a polybag. Cells, cables, batteries, LEDs, injectable metal motors, magnets, marbles, and a number of similar items. I could play with that continuously for hours without a break because you were always there. I still have some of those things, in case you are wondering. Then came the time when I had to change the town, school, friends - almost everything and everyone who gave me a sense of familiarity. But in the midst of it all, you were there with me. I found new friends, did stupid things, made fun of them, and embarrassed them many times, but I got more memories that could make me burst. Thank you! And how can I forget that night with my cousins, the last time we had a real reunion with no agenda hidden in anyone's mind. Everyone loved to have fun with each other without their anger and stupidity. I will never forget that dance that made us believe that my cousin would not stop until he pushed the wall that night. You and I were on fire. The days of college came. We had some initial setbacks, but we got along well with each other for 4 years. I will always be grateful that I have been able to find it in almost every job in those days - movies, games, novels, novels, words, and I was very happy for doing all those things. How can I forget those years of struggle? I was making big plans and failing at a great time as if I was spending most of my time planning my next big disappointment. But I have been able to put up with all that without breaking up. accurate and indirect support from my cousin, family, and friends should be spoken in particular. Most importantly, you never left me even in the darkest moments. I remember taking a long trip through the streets of sleepless nights, Mumbai. That daily trip on local trains and beautiful buses, familiarity with the Western line, using m clues to get bus numbers and routes - everything played an important role in covering. This was probably the time when I learned to truly appreciate and value you because I found that you were the real reason for my interest, conviction, and persistence. I had never thought about the bed for two and a half hours, and I stopped all day long, I live in one mile, I would feel more attractive because I was happy to make all these things. And that rhythm I encountered on the bus from Infinity Mall to Andheri Station makes me smile today. Great times! I also see that sharing yourself with other people is a way to keep you longer. I started looking for strangers on trains and buses, trying to get to know the local boys, Make-up Ducks, artists, and others during the shooting. I found that a warm greeting, a kind word, and a smile made my day. I admit that I was given extra coffee for that kind of behavior at times but that made me feel your presence even stronger. This was also the time I met people I did not know who was going through difficult times in their lives and desperately needed some reassurance. I was happy and lucky to be able to borrow it because I was probably overflowing with it. I will always be proud of myself that I could not give them such pressure but that was the worst need to get them out of the dark of their lives, and I never need to meet the majority. They do not communicate but I hope they do well in their lives. And, thank you so much! I thought I had everything I needed and as soon as I started earning good money, my life would be perfect. Man. how wrong I was! The joy I felt eating those Rupees. 8 value of Vada Pav in Rupees. 5 lemon-water I will never again hear him sitting in luxurious places eating expensive food. I may feel confused but sometimes I feel money has brought chaos into my life. Things were sorted out until I used a credit card. What makes me happy today are the same things that made me happy then.
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